20 weeks

I have now passed the 20 week mark. That means that I am half way there!!! I am hoping that the second half goes faster than the first. I guess between not feeling well and the cold weather (not my favorite--never has been) it has been hard for me to distract myself enough. I am hoping with the Spring weather and the many activities of the summer that time will fly.

I have been trying to let go of some of the fear that I feel. I have been clinging to this verse. Psalm 139:23 "For You formed my inward parts; You wove me in my mother's womb." I have to remind myself numerous times a day, when those fearful thoughts creep up on me, that God knows Ransom even now. God is making Ransom into the person he is to be, and I should have nothing to fear. He is God's Son even before he is mine. I may love him already, but that love is nothing compared to God's love.

My favorite music group is Waterdeep. Today I was listening to them on random and this very short song began to play and I realized that it described my situation completely.

Overwrought

Why am I so overwrought?
Why am I so disturbed?
Why can’t I just hope in God?

Despite all my emotions
I will believe
And praise
The one
Who saves me
And is my life